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I've moved on...

http://myvintagetiara.blogspot.com

see you there!

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.:charlene rambles at 7:56 AM:.
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::got this from daniel's blog.. lol

Q: How many RJCstudents does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the newbulb,one fac to test it out, one fac to market it andoneguy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.....to compete withRJC.........

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.......one to screw itin and the rest to cheer and wave flags andbanners togive him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5JCs...

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None......they use all their money to employYJCtodo it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None.....only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate(how do you think they're able to change it for AC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They'd prefer it darker..........(hmmm...*raiseeyebrow*)......

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None......Their physics is so bad that theymake the male teacher cry.....

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Wouldthey bother??

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a
lightbulb??
A: None.....they believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None.....they are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Huh, wat litebarb ...

Q: Dun you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

haha yay tj rocks! well i think many of u still think that i'm in tj but i'm not.. i'm in tp.. TP as in temasek poly.. don't ask me why.. i chose this path and i hope i'll have no regrets. =) i don't know why ppl have this mindset that poly is for ppl who busted 20 during their o's.. c'mon la.. i get 6 points.. haha er after bonus.. *hides myself* i should go and die cos that's nothin to be proud of when i'm in a sch like dunman high..
enough said =)::

.:charlene rambles at 10:08 AM:.
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::okay i don't know why but i'm so overwhelmed with emotions now! suddenly thought of my chmsno1 friends.. so much happened from the day i left till now.. i wonder what would have happenned if i didn't leave instead. =D life is so amazing eh.. so many IFS.. i need an answerr grrr

THE PEOPLE*
siatyee.shawyang.limin.chonghowe.xiaoliang.fangyin.yiengshuang.yingxiu.fairyii
yingyung.willson.ruwei.sam
that's all for now. i'll add in more if i remember =D::

.:charlene rambles at 11:26 PM:.

::yay i'm back to blogging again! The past one week has been a horrible experience for me.. and if you didn't know i had one whole week of MC because of acute pharyngitis.. haha okay i think most of you can figure it out that it has something to do with my throat.. hmm so my fever went up to as high as 40.4 degrees but i swear i didn't feel that hot at all.. went to changi general hospital a&e cos the dumb doctor from the 24 hour clinic gave me some medicine which didnt work .. bah spent $65 on consultation fee.. grr in total i went to see doctor 3 times in a week.. ok i shall stop complaining cos i get to miss sch for 1 freaking week leh.. lol and no PE for me for 2 weeks =D

anyway posting results out soon! so it's 50-50 whether i get into vj anot.. i hope no matter what the outcome is.. i've not made the wrong decision or else i'll spend half my lifetime regretting?i don't even wana start thinking about it.. oh well somehow i start to feel lonely and empty when i'm stuck at home..no one understands how i feel exactly.. i'm living with a family whom i can't express my feelings to.. all my feelings and thoughts bottled up inside me.. after these 2 years staying with them.. i still feel like a total stranger to them.. it seems like i don't know them at all.. so tell me how isit possible that you all know how i feel? i feel that it's just a shelter for me, a place where i sleep and bathe and do nothing else.. it's strange that i'm only saying all these now but maybe it's because i used to cry it out and tell myself it's nothing.. oh well i'm tired of crying.. i'm tired of trying to make ppl understand.. oh ya don't try to come and tell me how you understand what i'm feeling cos you don't! The fact is that no one knows how much pain i'm going through now.. sometimes i just feel like giving up all i have and fly back to be with my family.. but i know i can't.... so ppl don't come and tell me how you hate your mum or how irritating your brother is cos i'll just slap your asses real hard.. just appreciate whatever you have lahh!::

.:charlene rambles at 9:07 PM:.
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::Hi pearly i am posting! =) argh got back o level results yesterday. everything just happened so fast i can't exactly remember how i felt.. had macs at kallang with some ppl and i refused to go school so early as i could feel the tension and fear creeping up onto me.

When we got back our results slip, you could see happy faces and people jumping. Likewise, there are crying faces and people hugging. I didn't know if i should be happy or sad. Happy that i did better than prelims. Sad that i was majority of the bulk in my school who did okay. I put in so much effort and is this what i deserve?

No matter what, i want to thank God for pulling me through O's, not only surviving it but learning so so much from everyone. I want to thank my mum who called so often just to check if i was doing fine. I want to thank Andrew for giving me hope even though giving up was ever so tempting. I want to thank pearl and claudia for being the best tuition mates ever and for tolerating my stupidity. I want to take mr tan for being so patient with me and trying so hard to make me appreciate physics. I just want to say i love you all! (=::

.:charlene rambles at 6:14 AM:.
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::argh. i hate people who are always suspecting me. it's damn irritating... i wana go back malaysia! i miss my mum and dad so so much! =( i'm hurting inside but who knows? i'm probably non-existant....::

.:charlene rambles at 4:15 AM:.
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I WANT my belly button piercing! *ouch* but i guess it won't hurt so much since i have so much fats on my tummy LOL::

.:charlene rambles at 4:43 AM:.
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::Forgive me for this will be a long entry >.<


Happy 2006 greetings from mEeee! (= had a lovely night at the esplanade with pearl, isa and drew.. the fireworks were too pretty for words! only came back sing yesterday so i missed everyone badly.. my heart is kinda heavy though.. knowing that we will all be in different jcs.. wonder if i would ever cope with the new environment and culture =( i am excited.. yet nervous at the same time that i feel like slapping myself. HAHA


So many things happened when i was back home which stirs my mind into thinking how unpredictable life can be.. on the day of xmas, we had a 5 hours drive from Kuching to Sareikei to attend my cousin's wedding.. i get to go and fetch the bride so it was FUN! haha the bride is pretty.. may the love birds fulfill their promises to each other =) we drove back to Kuching the next day.. pretty tiring i would say.. imagine another 5 hours. argh one side of my ass was numbed. lol


Yea so we got back and heard that my uncle got hospitalised on xmas day.. my parents immediately went to hospital.. i didnt know it was so serious.. he has been complaining of having gastric pain recently but it was actually liver cancer.. all was too late.. the tumour in the liver had burst and the cancer cells have spreaded to other organs.. all his organs were deteriorating and the doctor says he has no hope anymore.. oh.. how could this be?? He was in ICU when i visited him.. i merely took a glance and walked off.. he looked so frail.. so different from his usual self i almost cant recognise him.. his 2 daughters flew back on the 27th not knowing the seriousness his condition.. we gave so many calls to the airport and airline officers.. begging them to let the 2 girls come back because my uncle cant wait anymore.. he was in so much pain he had to be sedated.. the girls reached just when his blood pressure was going low.. it was so dramatic i tell you.. although he was unconscious, he managed to nod and smile when his 2 girls talked to him.. it was super touching everyone was sobbing uncontrollably.. i refused to steal his last moments with his daughters so i went out of the ICU with my sis.. yeaa..


Now that i am away from my parents, i really treasure them much more.. they are both so very important to me i cant live w/o them.. i miss them real bad my heart is aching =( i hope sch will keep me occupied so i wouldnt have time to think so much. yeaa forgive me for such a long entry.. Happy new year once again!::

.:charlene rambles at 11:57 AM:.
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